I know that everything eventually will change; yourself, circle of friends, life and many more. But one thing that will stay is your family (yeah, I know it's cliche). Everyone has their own reasons that some might be pleasurable while some might be painful to others.
I, myself, always think for the better things that awaits for me. Having a wonderful family (still missing late daddy) to stand by you does make me feels good about myself. They accepted me just the way I am. But that doesn't mean I can laid back and do nothing to change myself to be a better person-daughter-sister-girlfriend-friend, right?
CHANGES. Please give me space. I'm doing it now although you may not see it drastically.